Ok, so I have had the same crush for over three months now so I don't think it qualifies as a crush anymore. But I wouldn't call it true love yet. I know that I am a student in high school who should focus on his studies. It's not like I am flirting or anything lol I'm more mature than that! I know that both of us are not mature enough to try to do anything funny. We are all still in the process. I am in the process of being able to truly love someone :)
I know that high school is a place for friendship. Even though speaking and making friends doesn't come natural to me, I have pushed myself so hard this year. It might give me some awkward moments, but everyone had to go through them at some point in life. I am just experiencing it a lot later than others. What's important is that I keep up my self-CONFIDENCE, something I have lacked so much.
So it's not only about liking a girl, it's about my own character development. She is more of an inspiration and a hero than just a simple high school crush. I ain't a playboy nor am I a perv; I'm just a man trying to find my destiny.
I know that every good thing comes from you, God. I know that this experience will shape me even further to be the man you want me to be. Amen.
