CRUSH
-temporary
-revolves every month
-just a feeling
-usually only looks at the person's looks only
LOVE
-everlasting
-faithful and loyal
-a decision and a sacrifice
-also looks at the person's character
Not saying that having crushes are wrong, but we should know not to take a further step until we are mature enough.
That is all ^_^
Sunday, 19 September 2010
Thursday, 22 July 2010
welcome stalkers!
Whoever is reading this blog.....you are a stalker! I know that the word has a pretty negative connotation especially to us internet geeks, but I for one welcome stalkers :)
I mean, i made this blog public so that people are able to stalk me. For me, this blog is a way of self-expression so that people can know what kind of person I really am. I have Facebook, Twitter, and some other stuff; but to those hardcore stalkers, this blog will be a goldmine! I am not ashamed to show off how i feel to the world. If you have the guts, you can follow me or you can give me your opinion about this blog in person, but I really doubt that you stalkers really would do that ;)
I also admit that I am also a hardcore stalker (yes girls, I read your Tumblrs), so I guess letting people stalk me pays off that "sin".
That is all! =]
I mean, i made this blog public so that people are able to stalk me. For me, this blog is a way of self-expression so that people can know what kind of person I really am. I have Facebook, Twitter, and some other stuff; but to those hardcore stalkers, this blog will be a goldmine! I am not ashamed to show off how i feel to the world. If you have the guts, you can follow me or you can give me your opinion about this blog in person, but I really doubt that you stalkers really would do that ;)
I also admit that I am also a hardcore stalker (yes girls, I read your Tumblrs), so I guess letting people stalk me pays off that "sin".
That is all! =]
dreams intro
ok, so kadang2 i have these real EPIC dreams that are really VIVID. And by vivid, i mean really vivid.
It doesn't happen every night, but when it does, it feels like watching a really long 4D movie.
Most of the time when i wake up from them, i feel really happy cause of the dream. But sometimes(not anymore for a long time), i had NIGHTMARES. Yes, nightmares that are so utterly frightening that i will not write here :O. But as i said before, ever since i became more serious with my night prayers, they never happen again. PRAISE THE LORD!
Back on topic, I've had lots of those in the past, but i never keep them or wrote them somewhere. So i naturally forgot most, except for a few. And for all you that dream, haven't you noticed that if you wake up from a dream but you don't review or try to remember what your dream was about, that you conpletely forget it in like 30 seconds? Yea, that's annoying.
That's why i have decided to store all worthy dreams here in my blog! So from now on, all worthy dreams will be put here :p
It doesn't happen every night, but when it does, it feels like watching a really long 4D movie.
Most of the time when i wake up from them, i feel really happy cause of the dream. But sometimes(not anymore for a long time), i had NIGHTMARES. Yes, nightmares that are so utterly frightening that i will not write here :O. But as i said before, ever since i became more serious with my night prayers, they never happen again. PRAISE THE LORD!
Back on topic, I've had lots of those in the past, but i never keep them or wrote them somewhere. So i naturally forgot most, except for a few. And for all you that dream, haven't you noticed that if you wake up from a dream but you don't review or try to remember what your dream was about, that you conpletely forget it in like 30 seconds? Yea, that's annoying.
That's why i have decided to store all worthy dreams here in my blog! So from now on, all worthy dreams will be put here :p
Monday, 12 July 2010
Erepublic rant
Erepublik adalah game yang gw pernah sukaaaa banget but sekarang gw benciiiii banget. A game that dominated late 2009-early 2010 of my life. The longest time i am obsessed with something...
Game yang gw seneng sebelum game ini adalah Travian and i failed so much at it. Not only do i fail, i waste a lot of time. Jadinya i was looking for a game yang genrenya sama tapi nggak terlalu susah. Genre tentang empire2 politik2 perang2 etc.
Kebetulan sih ngeliat game ini waktu liat2 walkthrough untuk travian di forumnya.
Other than dibilangin cuman perlu sejam sehari untuk main, dibilangin lagi ada WORLD WAR in which Indonesia and allies hampir berhasil menguasai seluruh benua Amerika Utara. I was naturally like "woooo!" Indonesia? A powerful country with a noble history? Me becoming a citizen? FUCK YES! Okay, so i joined.
At first, memang beneran main cuman sejam sehari tapi each day makin lama makin nambah waktunya. Looking at Spain eliminated, aku agak kasian dan jadi sympathizer of F/E. Tapi as soon as territory Indonesia di USA dihancam, aku langsung anti F/E!
Nah, mulai deh aku bikin2 artikel trolling dan tricking. Setiap artikel gw liatin votenya nambah berjam2 -_-
And from there on, I became very active. And this all carried on to school time!
2 months of playing the game, I decided to become part of the congress and ran in Eastern Cape. I won. From then, I had to attend IRC meetings etc which doubled my play time. An up side is that I started to get along with orang Indo laen dan mulai berbicara dengan Bahasa Indonesia :)).
The next months aku mulai jadi politician, pernah jadi deputy mofa dan kongres 3 kali. I was banned 3 times for multiple accounting but i never stopped. I was too addicted. Wars everywhere, history in the making, trolling articles.... Kekaisaran Indonesia is falling and i tried my hardest to rez it. But in vain.
Recently, I joined a PTO group with the aim of destroying Australia. That trippled my game time to nearly 24 hours.
Did i mention that i still had school?
GPA turun DRASTIS from 8th grade to 9th grade 1st semester.
And that's exactly why i hate it so much.
IT RUINED MY LIFE.
Next semester, I started compromising. Bad idea, huh?
Compromise doesn't solve problems, commitment does.
Only in this summer did i notice that i need to stop. My future itu lebih penting dari some game yang at best bisa bikin temporary satisfaction dan fake glory. I'd rather invest my time to do fruitful things like latihan sax, belajar, baca buku, all the things that i used to do sebelum i played erep.
My advice you y'all: Don't play this game unless you have mastered self-control.
Oh iya, hampir lupa:
On my first post kan aku bilang bahwa aku ketinggalan jaman banget karena sampe skarang belom bikin blog while the other kids udah stop almost a year ago. You wanna know why? You got it! EREPUBLIK.
Thank you God for helping me realize this!
(aduh, postnya panjuaang buanget!)
Game yang gw seneng sebelum game ini adalah Travian and i failed so much at it. Not only do i fail, i waste a lot of time. Jadinya i was looking for a game yang genrenya sama tapi nggak terlalu susah. Genre tentang empire2 politik2 perang2 etc.
Kebetulan sih ngeliat game ini waktu liat2 walkthrough untuk travian di forumnya.
Other than dibilangin cuman perlu sejam sehari untuk main, dibilangin lagi ada WORLD WAR in which Indonesia and allies hampir berhasil menguasai seluruh benua Amerika Utara. I was naturally like "woooo!" Indonesia? A powerful country with a noble history? Me becoming a citizen? FUCK YES! Okay, so i joined.
At first, memang beneran main cuman sejam sehari tapi each day makin lama makin nambah waktunya. Looking at Spain eliminated, aku agak kasian dan jadi sympathizer of F/E. Tapi as soon as territory Indonesia di USA dihancam, aku langsung anti F/E!
Nah, mulai deh aku bikin2 artikel trolling dan tricking. Setiap artikel gw liatin votenya nambah berjam2 -_-
And from there on, I became very active. And this all carried on to school time!
2 months of playing the game, I decided to become part of the congress and ran in Eastern Cape. I won. From then, I had to attend IRC meetings etc which doubled my play time. An up side is that I started to get along with orang Indo laen dan mulai berbicara dengan Bahasa Indonesia :)).
The next months aku mulai jadi politician, pernah jadi deputy mofa dan kongres 3 kali. I was banned 3 times for multiple accounting but i never stopped. I was too addicted. Wars everywhere, history in the making, trolling articles.... Kekaisaran Indonesia is falling and i tried my hardest to rez it. But in vain.
Recently, I joined a PTO group with the aim of destroying Australia. That trippled my game time to nearly 24 hours.
Did i mention that i still had school?
GPA turun DRASTIS from 8th grade to 9th grade 1st semester.
And that's exactly why i hate it so much.
IT RUINED MY LIFE.
Next semester, I started compromising. Bad idea, huh?
Compromise doesn't solve problems, commitment does.
Only in this summer did i notice that i need to stop. My future itu lebih penting dari some game yang at best bisa bikin temporary satisfaction dan fake glory. I'd rather invest my time to do fruitful things like latihan sax, belajar, baca buku, all the things that i used to do sebelum i played erep.
My advice you y'all: Don't play this game unless you have mastered self-control.
Oh iya, hampir lupa:
On my first post kan aku bilang bahwa aku ketinggalan jaman banget karena sampe skarang belom bikin blog while the other kids udah stop almost a year ago. You wanna know why? You got it! EREPUBLIK.
Thank you God for helping me realize this!
(aduh, postnya panjuaang buanget!)
Sunday, 4 July 2010
I just noticed...
That I created this blog on July 4th, the American independence day :)
Not that it matters a lot, tapi kan keren.
Bday nya my blog juga jadi gampang di inget =]
Not that it matters a lot, tapi kan keren.
Bday nya my blog juga jadi gampang di inget =]
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